Ten of Cups + Five of Pent's, Cosmic Tribe + Muse

Both can be true!

Fulfillment AND "feelings of being left out"?!

Yep, it's possible to 'physically be in a challenging situation' and yet 'feel the flow'. Excitement even!
I feel this strange mix a lot. Especially when I sit down with my Tarot cards or horoscopes/astrology.
These tools help me to 'see things from above' (which have been a strong theme lately) and 'make cosmic sense of it all' - things that doesn't make sense to the Ego or my patterns of fear. While/when these parts can only see and sense 'woe is me' when things don't go or is like they/I want it to be the cards/astrology connect me to the part in me which maybe not know exactly why but somehow 'totally get the picture' - and immediately I'm filled with a sense of fulfillment and excitement over how ingeniously everything fits together - EVEN the 'bad' parts.

I can get SO excited and filled up with such amounts of love and gratitude when I get shown the why or just how everything fits together and is in (cosmic) order, or when I listen to someone truly inspiring (Muse) who ignites my 'core purpose'.
And yes, I've found yet another one of those!
John Gray.
It's very interesting that I didn't get to him earlier, considering that his best seller was written in 1992(!!)
That is, "Men Are from Mars, Women Are from Venus"

It's been on my list for a while (recommended by another of those inspirational persons), but I didn't pick it up until now.
Or, I have gotten to the actual book yet. In usual manner I'm listening to interviews with him first, to 'get a feeling for who he is'.
And, I experience 'resonating aha:s' every 5 minutes or so!
He gives words and (even chemical/hormonal) explanations to so much I feel, and have felt for whole my life.
It gives me an even deeper sense of 'what I am here for' - that's BIG.
And also, it explains and guides me through what I am in NOW - which includes what's pictured in the 2nd card!

I probably wouldn't 'get' so much from his teachings if I hadn't done all the preparation work I've done, or lived the life I have lived, or was configurated the way I am.
It's really (once again) a matter of "excellent cosmic timing"!

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