Two of Wands, Light Grey Tarot

Feeling disorganized and don't like it?!

Reversed, "Lack of planning"
We might WANT to plan ahead, but as we're not sure were we're going it's not that easy!
Leaving us feeling disorganized. Which might even trigger a (false) sense of "lack of conviction".

If it's programmed into us that order, clear plans and control are important, the opposite of that is bound to 'make us feel bad'. And like were 'heading in the wrong direction'. We begin doubting ourselves (even more).
The downward spiral is set in motion.

But that's 'just thoughts'!!
A(n unconscious) narrative ABOUT what's happening - not what's ACTUALLY happening!
That's how it works - we 'see what we believe' (eyes).

To see and perceive differently we must change our beliefs!
Realize (and embody) that 'order, control and plans' isn't the only way, the only 'right'.
It's ONE way - and not the funniest one ;)

To expand and grow we have to head into the unknown - were it's impossible to make viable plans. 
At best we can have a general direction!

It's about learning to get to know and follow our own values and hearts.
Step, pause, align, step, pause, align.
The map of were we've walked can be made AFTERWARDS!

Let's 'aimlessly' walk on together, with our eyes fully open - not looking for what we WANT to see or are used to see, but to learn to see what's actually in front of us :)
How everything can be looked at in (at least) as many perspectives as there are eyes on the planet!

Deck: #LightGreyTarot