Two of Swords + Ten of Pent's, This Might Hurt + Meryl

Having let go of thinking there's a choice that needs to be made, but still not 'fulfiled'!

The key is to 'follow the need of the moment', which takes away the need to 'make decisions for the future'.
'Waying pros and cons' is something we only feel/have the need for if we're not connected with the moment and our heart/gut/intuition, and instead are stuck in our head/thoughts (swords).
If we follow our 'quiet inner voice' decisions tend to make themselves, as events and situations unfold themselves naturally/organically!

This doesn't mean that everything immediately becomes/feels like roses and sparkles though!
It's one thing to let go of thinking we have to take control of a situation, and another to LIKE the situation as it is ;)
It's the 'not-liking-part' in us that wants to control things, make decisions, make things 'clearer' and more 'defined' - as it doesn't like the sense of 'being blindfolded'. It is this part that has a hard time accepting that there are still pieces of information missing, things to be unveiled. Waiting for the seed to break and the sprout to penetrate the earth.
It's this part that thinks there is something we can DO to 'get rid of' whatever uncertainty we're experiencing, which only adds to the uncertainty and raises it to anxiety ,:)

But why do we experience this anxiety and 'feeling unfulfilled' also when we 'surrender to the situation'?!
It's because 'listening to this part' used to 'keep us safe' - it distracted us from feeling our feelings - focus on creating narratives and stories about our feelings and what's the 'cause' of them have that effect.

So no - dropping 'forcing clarity' doesn't feel like the great release we hoped for.
It Might even Hurt at first!
#WaitForIt
Keep showing up, and don't make a big deal of it!

#ThisMightHurtTarot