Two of Pentacles, Sasuraibito Tarot
Allowing things to 'fall into place' rather than hasting to 'find or decide places' for them just to soothe our sense of 'non-control'.
#SasuraibitoTarot 2 times in 3 days.
So we have the overarching theme of "The Wanderer - the curious ever-seeking for a place of healing and refuge" - journeying.
Yesterday we had the 'unruly dogs', wanting to pull and bite the sticks rather than playing fetch - parts within set on different actions, which amounts to some kind of inner indecisiveness or an undefined intention - out of alignment with core values/purpose. Often perceived/felt as 'lack of flow', 'being out of synch' or maybe in the attraction of 'erratic individuals' ':)
You know those annoying individuals 'saying one thing, doing another' ;)
In one way or another this is true fur us too, that's why we attract it, that's why they annoy us!
They mirror some kind of uncertainty we carry within.
An uncertainty we may have covered up with a self-asserted appearance - hence the inclination towards 'action' to 'get out of' something - quickly 'get back to certainty'. Never really pausing to FEEL the drive behind it.
(why other people 'showing uncertainty' or 'changing their mind' trigger us - they display something we don't want to see or feel within ourselves - why we attract them :D)
Hence 'there's no reason' to be annoyed - it's a(n important) part of the journey - ours and theirs.
The more we TRULY know what we want and need, the less we will attract 'those people', and/or the less they will 'annoy us' :)
When WE truly know what WE want and need it just won't trigger us that others don't (or that others 'don't understand us' - because WE do)!
It's back to this thing about having the patience and courage to 'allow loose ends' - balls in the air (See June 9th).
Not everything has to be caught, tied together, 'under control' in this very moment.
In fact, the more it annoys us, the more it probably has to remain 'in the air'!
The old 'let it go - what's meant will stay (or come back)' - no need to catch, chase, push.
Until we 'just know' - without 'fearful urgency', without annoyance.
With a deep sense of connection, to ourselves and to 'how things are'.
No need to have things be in a certain (pun intended) way!