Three of Wands + Page of Swords, White Numen + Friends

Confidently acting on behalf of our dreams, though we feel ambivalent or even silly!

YD we had the calm and relaxed woman feeling very confident and secure in 'reaching her goals'. Happily continuing to 'give her gifts'.
Today insecurity has crept in.

For the W3 I read about a man having confidence in himself, and how ready he is for the challenges ahead. But in the image I see a man holding out his arms a bit, almost to 'keep his balance' though he is standing still! And like he is a little bit afraid to actually lean into those challenges ahead of him - weight more on his heels. And actually a somewhat terrified, or at least perplexed, look?!

This contradiction in energies makes us a bit uncertain about whether to continue 'giving our gifts' - I'm associating this man with the dolphin YD.
Are we 'giving in vain' after all? Maybe the goal isn't so close as it felt to us YD? Is it all just a fantasy and an illusion??

Now is NOT the time to give up on dreams though!!
North Node entered Pisces only a couple of hours ago, to remain there for 18 months. Encouraging us to both dream and go after those dreams - no matter how scary, no matter what insecurities arises. Those fears are meant to be faced now.

Both feet on the ground, absolutely - but less looking for cracks and faults, less 'have to have it all figured out' (Virgo) and more trust and faith in our heart's guidance and the universe's support in giving us what we need and want.

Dreams meeting dreams. Insecurities meeting insecurities.
A time to focus on the first. To not sway an inch in our direction.
And to not withdraw in our "I'll be there for you" (Friends Theme Song) - giving our gifts YD.

A need to stay on course and act confidently though we might feel uncertain, in imbalance, terrified, confused and even quite silly.