Three of Pent's + Seven of Wands, Candy + Catomancy
A lot of thoughts around Team-work now.
How to team-work when you're in the middle of changing or modifying your beliefs? When you don't have a firm ground to stand on, and 'defend' - as the upright W7 talks about.
"fighting your corner, holding your own"
If you for the moment cannot really put words on your beliefs, you just know and feel them, and also know they are far from what's "common". Far from both common beliefs, and common knowledge.
On top of this you've also come to really understand how erroneous that so called 'common knowledge' is. That it's actually mostly based on never truly proven THEORIES. Hunches and guesses - some even really bad ones.
It feels good in your body, on a personal plane. Suddenly your whole life makes sense - with this new information/knowledge! Suddenly ALL your experiences and "symptoms" has perfect 100% explanations. Explanations which all the "experts" you've met so far haven't even been close.
It's SUCH a relief! Like you've found a Candy (Tarot) store!
And.
How to act in existing relationships and co-operations while letting this revelation land? And when it has then what?
While unlearning a great part of you've been told and "taught" your whole life.
That's a challenge in itself - undo a whole life of training. Training which most of your acquaintances still adhere to - which takes us back to the co-operation part.
Suddenly you're an alien in your own life. You've made such a monumental shift inside, but nothing has changed in your appearance. From the outside you look the same.
But you aren't.
And you don't have the words for it yet.
You're like a defenseless little kitten!
My spontaneous sense is to take it one day at a time.
It is what it is - worrying doesn't help!
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