The Chariot, Girlfriend's Tarot
Went for a ride that made us uncertain in a friendship or doubt our own actions in one.
We were inspired to act or speak (write) in a (for us) courageous and and maybe (yet) unusual way (straight from our core), but now the pattern of feeling nervous about how it was received (inevitably) has been triggered - and the pattern of feeling we have done something gravely wrong and will 'loose everything'.
It's disturbing our piece and feels like it's "slowing us down" - it made the path suddenly seem so much more steep! ,:)
Why did we do it?!?!
It's "just" the uncomfortable feeling of breaking patterns and growth!
It's NOT about The Other or The Result - as we are trained and ingrained to focus on.
We know that what we did/said/wrote 'had do be done/said' - and we saw the sensation being clearly mirrored in our horoscope ;)
It 'came from nowhere' and it was such a calm sensation and knowing attached to it - and Pure Love! Not love FOR, just LOVE! It had to come out. It had to be delivered from our soul to theirs - right there and then.
But now a part of us fear it might be received and interpreted 'wrong', and that we have 'ruined everything'.
That the 'personality covering the receiving soul' are not ready for such a soulful message and will run away with said soul! ,:)
The only thing to do is: let them!!
#freedom
No chasing, no fixing - as there's nothing to fix!
Either they 'can take it or they can't' - no explanation on our part will change that, only strengthen the already eventually triggered fear.
And, IF they get afraid or fearful from our act/words it's merely mirroring our own fear and uncertainty - the very one I'm describing here!! If THEY are pulling back it's only mirroring our impulse wanting to take our act/words back!!
Cool, right? :)
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