Ten of Wands + The Chariot, Catomancy + New Chapter

Circumstances are really beginning to challenge (W10) our capacity to live in integrity (Catomancy), but there are some obstacles (reversed) to overcome before we can start the New Chapter.

These obstacles can be both internal and external - the external ones to a great extent mirroring or highlighting the inner ones. For example our own insecurities or self-judgment being mirrored back to us in form of insecure and judgmental persons 'standing in our way of our dreams'.
And other kinds of obstacles and 'delays' that can be perceived as very 'burdensome', but which are in fact SERVING us.

What?!?

Yes. It gives us the necessary time and space to become REALLY certain about aforementioned dreams and to become aware about how we are OURSELVES standing in the way of them. To what extent we are afraid of dreaming, and believing we can attain them - and are worth them.
The last couple of months I for one have really come to understand how deeply these kinds of fears and insecurities can go.
Fears that I had totally forgotten and fears I didn't even know I had have surfaced and 'showed their ugly faces to me'.

It's of greatest importance that these kinds of matters are thoroughly acknowledged and recognized before we enter The New Chapter - otherwise it's a great risk that 'shit will hit the fan' once it begins rolling. That is, 'things will happen' that trigger these fears, and what could have been a brand new chapter will merely become the repeating of an old one, and of course - nothing like that dream we hoped for.
Because - it's not enough to just HOPE for it :)

A dream won't just 'fall into our laps', we must actively co-create it. BELIEVE in it, with all our might.
And, to what extent are we NOW?

To what extent are we still having fears about thinking we can 'have it all'?
That we are worth it?
Once we have embraced this fully, I think 'the gates will open'.

Maybe they will open anyway (MASSIVE changes in the skies upcoming) but again, if we aren't conscious enough when they do, we WILL 'mess it up' ,:)
But there will be no one to blame - it's all on us.