Ten of Cups, Secret Tarot

Finding out the secret of how and were we find harmony!

'Back at the office' after two days on the road.
A fun break, but not really fully 'fulfilling to me'.
It was not a journey for my own cause, but for others'.
It used to be my cause - or I thought/hoped/wished it was - but not any more.
I may sit on the sidelines or help a little from behind the scenes, but I will not invest more energy than I can spare on it.
With focus on empowering individuals rather than actively working with the cause itself.
With focus 'on the closest family' rather than 'the whole thing'.

In this life 'I promised to focus on home/family' - Cancer MC
I promised to focus on relationships - Saturn (and three more) in Libra (and Radiance #GeneKey59 Intimacy)
I promised to focus on ME - Saturn 1st house, Leo North Node.
I'm not here to 'network' - South Node Aquarius, 1st line Culture

I would love to work in the shadows and behind the scenes FOR EVER, but I guess that's not in stars for me - North Node Leo cusp 10th/11th house.

Deck: #SecretTarot