Six of Swords + Page of Pent's, Maker's + Medicine Woman

Healing the past by meeting up with it and be who you want to be in the future!

Now I get the opportunity to show exactly how visibly on point the cards can get, at least when you have 220 decks with a very wide variety of illustrations and interpretations.

The last thing I did before I went to sleep YD was to make an appointment to meet up for a COFFEE!! With a person I haven't seen, or heard from, in almost 12 years. And not at home, but at an Espresso House.
He just wrote me 'out of the blue', "wanting to catch up" - hello Uranus opposition, hello 2025.
And, he's not even what you call 'a social person'...!

I fully understand why the cards advice me to 'take a deep breath'.
It's a strange thing, 'meeting someone from your past'. Especially when you've been through a lot of growth and even what you call (100) "ego deaths" - and the other person 'still does the same thing'. Of course the other also 'have been through stuff' and somehow changed, but probably not to the same degree or extent.

This can be somewhat 'dangerous' or at least feel very scary, if your are like me, and easily 'fall back'. Fall back into the role you had then, or into the dynamics that was present then. Because old programs 'sadly' are like "riding a bike".
And because it feels so god damn familiar.

I WILL really have to take a deep breath before this, as to not 'automatically adjust'. To remain in my new frequency.
And not do the "what's the harm of playing a role for couple of hours, it won't kill me".
Maybe not, but neither will I heal!

So this is primarily what this meeting up is for me. Crudely expressed: a "test".
Can I withstand the pulling of the past? And truly and fully 'transition to the other side' (classical S6)?
Or as expressed here, 'clean the slate and start a new drawing - the new meny'.
Really 'say goodbye to the past' - doing it 'face to face with the past' seems like an effective way!

What do we want to write on the empty board?!
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