Seven of Swords, PoMo Tarot

Turmoil.

And the cards seem to continue to portray and support my dear friend, as I can't recall this kind of conflict either outside or inside of me.
Sure, there are always some 'conflict of interest' within, energies pulling in different directions - but not in a 'Seven of Swords kind of way' at the moment I would say, and certainly not in the war like fashion presented in this particular 7oS! ,:)

I might be surprised, it might appear during the upcoming day - something 'pulling the rug under me' and trigger all sorts of shit - but I don't think so.
There's bean nothing pointing to it in dreams either.

Anyhow, intense angst connected to 'navigating the future' (theme of the deck).
An intense feeling of being 'done to', or maybe 'having done to another'.
Crise like feelings. Desperation. 

'Ride the (emotional) wave' - always a good thing to do when feelings run high.
And not 'go to arms' against another. Or maybe more important - not against ourselves.

It's probably an inner reaction to something we've done in a new way, a pattern we've interrupted - our trauma programmed nervous system rage at us for 'stepping outside the safe zone', this 'offence to our safety'.
It isn't.

It's important to not rage back. Not fighting fire with fire.
The system just does what it's programmed to do.
By don't acting on, or reacting to - we will upgrade this programming!

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