Seven of Pent's + The Sun, Hermit + Silicon Dawn

The achievement is real, bask in it - and even more is to come, down the road!

P7. Here we have a card with very different meaning in the traditional tarot compared to the 'Golden Dawn teachings'.
Considering the blazing Sun that comes after I sense that it is a matter of "feeling one, thinking the other".
I read about Failure and being deceived and crushed, while the traditions talk about patience, and 'in for the long run'.
Of course both can be true, in a 'losing the battle to win the war' kind of way!

Our situation is complex in precisely this way!
It appears to be in one way, but feels totally different. Or it feels different than it "should" somehow! Like something 'obviously bad' (Failure) has happened, or that we appeared to have lost something - that WOULD have crushed us previously - but now it doesn't!
Matching the title of this particular P7 i sense: Lord of Success Unfulfilled.
We are mastering a situation that would have felt like a failure or a total crush by our previous self!
Now we can see and feel how it's all a (necessary) part of a much longer process, and not a Failure at all!

Still with a lot of discomfort, as we 'don't recognize ourselves'...!
We've never felt and reacted in this way before. There is a palpable fear that "maybe we are repressing something that will pop up later - with revenge"... Bite us in our ass. Show up in another person or situation.

It most probably wont though - we have all the reasons in the world to SHINE!!
The "success" (growth) is real!

It's a shift so extreme that it is hard to understand or believe - but let's not bother about understanding it fully right now!
And instead try and enjoy the "win", and radiate all the goodness and lightness we undoubtedly feel - and not hold back in fear of the good feeling's departure!

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