Queen of Swords, Ceccoli Tarot

"One who wields quiet power behind the scenes."

It can be emotionally trying at times, acting so heavily 'behind the scene'.
Doing so much quiet work, or work in the quiet.
No one who asks and no one who truly sees/listens - they may very well care about us, but 'in their own way', from were they're at.
Which can make this work 'a lonely business', 'heavy to bear', sometimes.
A terrible feeling of being #invisible and that our opinions (even about our own life) are right down #unimportant ...!
Which makes us feel WE're unimportant.
(not true BTW)

This is true for me right now.
Magnified by the New Moon today.
Opposing my nSun. 
A T-square between Mars, Pluto and Jupiter makes an even more tense Grand Cross with my Libra Venus (my chart ruler) - the air queen herself :)

Melancholy.
It's hard to even 'enjoy the sweet things'.

Let's not resist it!
Let's allow it.
Let's listen to it.
Maybe we have to rearrange our situation a bit, to make room for this.
As to lessen the risk of projecting our hurt and feelings on others.
Give ourselves time and space to get to the bottom of the hurt, without triggers that can be avoided.

'Figure out' (through #contemplation ) how and were we can SHOW ourselves that we ARE important!!
That our thoughts and feelings matter.
Screaming about them to others sure won't help (heal) ;)
It's not others that must listen more - it's US :)
It's us that must #change (#Uranus ) - not them. 
As to attract differently going forward.

But first - acknowledge and embrace what we feel <3

Deck: #CeccoliTarot