Page of Wands, Tarot of the Dead

"New beginnings" (LWB), but maybe involving some sense of pain or grief (the dead theme).

Page two days in a row.
Yesterday in front of a computer today with a pen (instead of the traditional wand). 
The reason for the pen is (I read in the LWB) "putting thought into action."

'Taking it into your own hands' comes to my mind.

Sitting by the computer or by the phone has an energy of passivity to it.
And I relate to the #21dayjourney I'm in (with #DrAimieApigian ).
It's one thing to 'do the lessons', watching videos and 'zooming' - it's another to integrate it into your life.
Which is when true change and growth happens.

It might require you to step out of your comfort zone. Do 'die a bit'. Which is necessary every now and then, for growth and expansion.
The important thing is to be aware of your Window of Tolerance at the same time.
Again - to not push yourself (day before yesterday: WHIP) beyond what feels safe to your nervous system.

Don't overrun your system, but make sure this 'new beginning' doesn't end up being another 'good intention' :)

Deck: #TarotOfTheDead
Card: Page of Pens
"Best intentions, New beginnings"