Nine of Wands + Call Forth the Waves, Crystal Tarot + Foxfire Oracle

"Rise up and see who joins you as you dare to take the ride of your own life"

The difference between 'getting shit done' (yesterday) and Calling Forth Energy (Waves).
The difference between doing things that drains or fills. Doing things in a manner that drains more than it fills.

Yep, we've done the first, we know how that feels - doing things that drains us, in ways that drain us (having lists, going about it in a pure mental, reasoning manner - it suffocates the soul, hence the sense of draining or drowning).
Now it's about learning from our 'mistakes' - the keyline from this particular Nine of Wands.

Looking beyond our to-do lists and shoulds. The most important thing is to "immersing ourselves in the pouring forth of the energy that has been too long held within" - and not squeeze ourselves like toothpaste tubes for the little energy we can muster, on things not giving (serving) us anything in return. Not in the shape of 'stuff' or attention but SOUL NOURSIHMENT.

We can use our list, not as a 'checking boxes good girl' tool but as a 'checking in tool'.
Look at it, and listen into our body and what it wants to do next - and do that, whether our heads agree or not.
Our body knows the right order to do things, from a much higher perspective than our rational heads and reasoning can ever grasp.

When did we stop listen to our bodies? Run them over and use them like they're machines.
They are our temples.
Complaining or 'malfunctioning' primarily because and when we're not listening (inwards).
Not inwards as in to our own narratives or opinions, but to the wisdom of our bodies and ageless souls - who have been here so much longer than 'we/I' have.

We're asked to "connect to this great primal force"

"Others will rise to join you, and, as you do this, your life will be filled with a new cleansing energy"

Deck1: #CrystalTarot
Deck2: #FoxfireOrcale