Nine of Pentacles, Servants of the Light

"Outside is snowing, but inside it is warm and cozy"

Yepp, winter returned tonight!

Do we have a hard time enjoying the warmth inside?
Do we wish something would be different?
Is there some kind of disappointment lurking in us?

The P9 is an 'anything is possible card', but not if we aren't able to enjoy what we have!
If we can't accept, appreciate and enjoy what we have now, we wont be able to enjoy 'what we get in the future'!
When that 'future' comes we will again sit and wish for something slightly different or - be afraid to lose what we just got or have...

Disappointment (and the bedfellow 'expectation') is a shadow worth spending time with!
What is it about 'now' that's bugging us?
Why?
Time to be really honest with ourselves about this.
Why is it that we can't 'enjoy the warmth inside'?
Why is it that we BELIEVE we can't enjoy the present moment.
Or rather, what is it that's blocking our ability to enjoy the present moment?
What's blocking our hearts?

Deck: #ServantsOfTheLightTarot