Moon Place + Six of Pent's, Dreaming Girl Highway + Ellis decK

18.10.2024

Insecurity about our intuitive and natural gifts creeps in again - as 'responses come and go' - one day we're in, the next we're out

Interesting story in the P6. It talks about "no one strong enough to climb up to them" - the fruits in the tree that are finally brought forth by the tree after a long winter.
Enter: a warrior, which "strengthens himself on the fallen fruit" and then convinces a boar to let him ride him. He rides the boar right into the tree, and the fruits "rain down onto the hungry and sick". 

What we have to give/offer is something rather 'hard to get/reach', it's not something anyone can just go and pick.
We have the capacity to show people stuff 'outside their reach'. Not a task for the weak, as another name for 'stuff outside of our reach' is 'unconscious stuff' - stuff heavily guarded by equally unconscious habits and thoughts. There are triggers and resistance everywhere!
People THINK they want help, but what they want is quick fixes, pats on their backs. Hearing that it is someone else's fault, and get confirmation that they are victims of their circumstances. They want someone coming and 'riding down that fruit' again and again, they are NOT interested in making themselves strong enough for the task!

It's not personal!
It's not that they don't like US - they don't like what we are here to do!
And it's like we cannot NOT do it. No matter how many times we think about what we say and how we phrase it, we seem to 'hit a nerve' - sooner or later!! All might feel fine for a while, and we're even thanked, and then BAM - something shifts.
Of course, it's not 'all them' - apparently we DID overstep in some way.
But maybe this is something we might have to get used to. Maybe we have to "thicken our skin"? Become more boar-like ,:)

Not fall into this uncertainty when people become uncomfortable with us? Not withdraw, overthink and become afraid to speak.
Become comfortable with making people uncomfortable! Otherwise we're just mirroring their discomfort, which is like not accepting their discomfort!!
Not becoming cocky or anything, just accepting and maybe leaving space. Ride on to the next tree!

If we are here to highlight the uncomfortable we can't expect to be 'loved every turn'?! And shouldn't try to MAKE it so.
Or focus on 'MAKING people wanna let us in'.
Accept that we're 'not for everyone' - and not even for that many!

#DreamingGirlHighway
#EllisdecK

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