Knight of Wands, Raven's Prophecy Tarot

When life gets more creative than our logical head can manage!

Moving too fast or merely afraid of moving faster than we've gotten comfortable with?

Yesterday we had the reversed Wheel.
Shit is changing, flipping and spinning right now!

It's the energy and workings of Uranus. 
Uranus now hoovering (since quite a while) over my natal Chiron.
(Painful) unexpected twists and turns, necessary for my growth and healing!

On the one side we feel excited and enlivened, but on the other like things are moving way too fast and erratic for us? 
Happy and expectant, but at the same time uncomfortably frightened and overwhelmed?
Short of breath maybe. A stiffening in the body?
It feels awesome in one sense, but the meaning making machine (head) can cope with the speed in which things are changing and moving and fear and anxiety are lit on fire?

What are we afraid of?
Is it the 'out of our control' part?
Is it an old 'I'm not worth it' belief?
Is it an unconscious fear of excitement and joy?

Which part of us is uncomfortable with the way and speed things are changing, evolving and unfolding?
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Deck: #RavensProphecyTarot
Theme: "Balancing Logic -Creativity"