Knight of Swords + The Wheel, Beauty of Horror + Raven's Prophecy

Thoughtless action that turned our 'luck' around, or courageous communication from our souls that activated a fear of 'having made a mistake' (because of 'absence of results' or silence) within?

I would like to vote for the second, on behalf of my inner child and soul.

I think that sometimes we (note: I) must go a bit past what we think we can or dare to do, even though we somehow know it will 'send us to hell' - into the horror of our own fears!
In the name of #transformation , and #change
(Don't try this at home if you're not well prepared ':) or have well versed support)

It may seem/feel 'too much' or 'over the top' - because we've (generally) moved so far from our hearts that speech coming straight from it may 'scare people off'.
But sometimes we have to risk that? (to see who stays when we are our most vulnerable and raw... Or, eventually come back)
Which may sound strange coming from a #ManifestingGenerator having DON'T PUSH (#GeneKey34 ) as Life's Work and #Contemplation as Evolution ':)
But also Strength/Self-assurance.
And #GeneKey55 as Purpose - FREEDOM
Can you hear Mel Gibson in Braveheart roaring?

Pallas Athena (the female warrior) in my 7th house.
Venus as Chart Ruler, sitting in Libra, beside Pluto and Juno.
Jupiter/Saturn at ASC, also Libra.
Sun in Sag, conjunct Uranus.
I'm a champion for total freedom in relationships - through total honesty and therefore true #Intimacy (#GeneKey59 ).
I'm a champion for the release of the heart, from (at least) a life in chains and Victimization.

For me, life has no meaning or joy without true Intimacy. 
Then it's just surfing on the surface (Shadow of #GeneKey20 )
Intimacy is my fuel. 
And that may require us to 'chop our heads off' (go beyond logic) sometimes, and only relay on our bodies :)

And: #TrustTheProcess - the Universe ("fate")

Deck1: BeautyOfHorrorTarot
Deck2: RavensProphecyTarot