Justice + King of Wands, Gorgon's + Infinity

The battle is on: the rational cold hand treatment vs the demanding and forceful approach! ;) 

Two rather decisive souls!
Most likely two parts of ourselves - eventually mirrored outside, for our clarity! 

Something in us is resisting, a little afraid of eventual 'consequences' and extra work maybe, and another part eager to expand our horizons as 'the possibilities are infinite!

One part wanting to do a more pros-and-cons-list and risk analysis work ':)
Another wanting to exercise courage and take some initiative and gain experience - whatever happens we'll learn from it!

The resisting part doesn't really want to 'talk about it' - I see a bit of a 'talk to the hand' energy!
The eager part is maybe a little aloof? A tad of deafness and arrogance maybe? Exerting dominance?
Is that the trigger for the cold treatment?
#InternalFamiliySystems #ShadowWork

Do we favor one or can we remain impartial?
Is there a way we can listen to both these parts?
Can we accept the contradiction? 

Is it this inner contradiction that mirror itself on the outside - I refer to the card of 'feeling alone and not listened' yesterday.

Can we let both these parts of us exist within, without trying so solve it?
Both are likely survival strategies because of trauma.
Can we sit with these reactions without trying to convince either part to side with the other - again, without US siding with one of them?

Today, can we act in ways that do not shrink the opinion of either of these voices?
It might require many pauses as to really feel into all the nuances in our bodies.
Not to obey, but to respect and listen to all that's coming up - just like we want others to listen to US!
It's unlikely that people around us will begin listen to us more until we listen attentively to ourselves first :)
Neither the cold hand treatment nor the demanding approach will help! ;)

Deck1: #GorgonsTarot
Deck2: #InfinityTarot