Four of Swords + Knight of Cups, Good + Urban

Allowing our minds to rest, while exploring our emotions - maybe with the help of projection.

That peculiar state of needing and wanting to rest, and not.
Maybe because it's not all of us needing and wanting to rest.
Because it's only a rest from analysis and thoughts we need.

Emotions and feelings can and oftentimes must be explored through other approaches. 
I read about the Knight who tends to be guarded about letting others see his vulnerability, and instead search to evoke (his) emotions in others. While keeping a "professional distance" to his own. 
"Are his emotions ever genuine?"
"is it art or cunning manipulation?"

Sometimes the only way to connect with certain emotions and parts of ourselves are in relationships.
Well explained and modelled in Human Design. There it is obvious how some characteristics can lay dormant, and become activated only in relationship with and to another, so that's the only way to get to know it - as it's hard to become familiar something in it's absence...! 

This is an interesting process!
It can be quite unsettling how another can trigger and awake things within that you had almost or totally forgotten was even there, or even didn't have a clue was there - so it feels utterly and fully foreign.

Then it's important (Good) with frequent rests, especially from the meaning making machine on top of our necks - because it won't find any rational explanation for the things going on.
It's Pisces season. Intellectual clarity isn't what's most important right now :)
And Saturn is about to enter Pisces too. 
There's just nothing to do but to get comfortable with not knowing and instead come to know what we feel.
What we value.
Who we are, what lit us up, and who we want to be - and expand that (Jupiter/Chiron/Vesta in Aries). 

We can learn that through others.
"Life will present you with people and circumstances to reveal where you are not free." #PeterCrone

Deck: #GoodTarot
Deck: #UrbanTarot