Death, Fountain Tarot
"A significant end"
But maybe you're afraid to see it, to embrace it, to fully experience, meet and great it?
Reversal: "paralysis, fear of change, resisting the inevitable, denial"
Even if we're 'going towards something better (closer to "the source")' it can feel scary when 'something old and comfortable dies' and we're faced with 'building something new'.
Theme: "interconnectedness, the source"